Tuesday, April 3, 2012

Heartbroken

I haven't been around in a while. There's a reason.

A broken heart. You see, Jon and I broke up. It will be 5 weeks ago this Friday. The pain is still incredibly real, and my heart is still hurting. I miss him. I truly miss him.

He told me that he wasn't happy, I'm afraid with himself. He's shut down from everyone, including his family.

Your best friend of 3 years suddenly gone, just feels as your whole world has just fallen down around you.

I don't know what will happen. He said maybe one day we will have a chance. For now, I simply have a heavy heart.

I find myself trying to find strength and courage to face every day.

I'm not sure how to find myself through all of this, and how to keep my mind occupied.

It has to get easier, right?

They say that everything happens for a reason, but I sure don't understand why.